j.u.s.t.o.n.e.s.t.o.r.y

my name as shown as picture above

Yin Yang  陰中求陽

black side known as YIN

What is the meaning of your name "YIN"..? 

i) Stillness

ii) Soft

iii) Moon

iv) Mountain

v) Intuitive

vi) Winter

others :  would be dark, passive, downward, cold, contracting, and weak

My life isn't perfect enough, everything goes wrong when my family got problems. I'm trying to understand with the situation but my mind can't stand it sometime. I'm just ordinary person,who live in this world to be a successful people like others. But why it so hard for me to get the best way to handle up all this kind of situation. Sometime i can't bear it with all by myself. I need my friends all around me but not all of them can be my friends forever. I'm always got backstabber friends, that's why,it hard for me to trust others. Sorry, if i'm being rude, i just don't like this kind of friendship. Please don't push me around to curse you. I don't want to be a "MEAN GIRL". Sure you know about it. I don't want to be a BAD GIRL or SUCKERS or FUCKERS to mess up with my own life. Better be myself, isn't it good enough? Honestly, i can't speak lie, if you know me better, i can't lie even for a minute or sec. That's why, sometime i feel bad with myself because i'm hurting others feeling. What can i do? i can't LIE. I can't push myself to speak lies all the time. SORRY! i'm not a LIAR.

  

LOVE 

Single but Taken

unavailable

MY HEART goes to someone that who loved me more than others. Don't pretend to be nice with me because ain't fall in love with you. It would be someone  that who loved my family & accept who am i. I don't care you look HANDSOME or not. The most important thing is THE HEART & KINDNESS. Money $$$ is not my everything. SORRY! you can't buy me with the price. LEAVE ME if you think the money can buy my PRIDE. 

"Open your eyes to see what is the false & true, Open your mouth if you think that is the best way but CLOSE your ears if heard the BAD THING about you."

shut your mouth if you don't know nothing about the truth

busybody! liar! hypocrite!

the busybody?? the liar?? the hypocrite?segeng tok!! aha!!

aku eyran koh,knk msti ada org nk anco edup ku?? slh ka kua jln?? perlu ka torg jd reporter n mdh bkn2 kt org?? torg spa nk kaka sal aku?? kwn aku pn x?? aku knl ko pn x..gne ya??da mslh ka torg tk an ku?? mun kaka bgs2 sal aku,x wak ku ksah..tk cia ctok ku dgr, "yin td kua cia an tok2..yin tk mcm tk mcm tk.." pa reti ka?? mun xtauk hal sbnr,boh nk eksen2 mlh cta cm torg ya tauk hal sbnr..pdhal tek,xtauk lgsung..ku xksah lar spa torg tp sblum ko judge aku, cuba ko nga dik ko wok, perfect x?? aku rasa ko x perfect nei pn,cz ng bna,lam dunia tk ng da words, "Nobody Perfect" ok..then torg ya,cukp2 lah jga tepi kain ok..kain dikpn gik x t'atur,ada hati nk jga kain org..xpt ka torg nga edup ku sng ckit?? stiap kali ku cuba nk be happy,ada jk nok ska musnahkn kebahagiaan aku..pa mslh torg babe?? xda faedah pn mun torg mlh cta sal aku..aku bik duit pn xda..tp bik dosa ada lh..torg tauk x "Fitnah itu lebih besar dosanya daripada berzina??" aku rasa torg xtauk,dats y torg ska jga tepi kain aku..aha!! len kali,bet torg kerja jd pekerja aku..jd reporter aku for all the time..mok x??


torg ng ska nga ku mrepak koh,aha!! auk eh, spa nok trasa,trasalh,ada ku lalek ka?? watpa ku nk jga aty torg,mun torg dikpn xpnde nk jga aty aku wak!! sorrylh!! org cm torg tk,xkuasa ku nk RESPECT..!! aha!! 
torg xrespect aku,so do i.. 

Before this my words gonna say "i'm always break the rules" but now im gonna say,"Fuck the rules!!" 

Don't mess up with me if you don't know who i am, clear your bitch out or your peanut in clean.. this is what i'm talking about,you playing with "Mess UP" after that you must "Clear & Clean" it..notice this!!

cough. flu. fever.

COUGH

sakit eh batuk2 tk,..mlh semput nyawa jk eh..nk kaka pn,xpt ilak..tekak skt wak..adoyai!! mk cept2 sehat eh..sak dpt g working..xsbr eh nk pgg duit byk2 tk.. ($.$) aha!! bkn mata duitan tp ingin b'duitan..wah!!

FLU

start ria dh flu..ari rabu nok leps..smpe nktok lom ok2 ik..xbest ba!! b'hingus..eeyyuhhh!! yaarrkkss!! cidak jk upa hingus,b'aek..cm aek paep!! aha!! 

FEVER

witok demam eh,lul..xnyaman sa bdn..sa nk muntah da wak..gila sa! hoho!! nk mam pn,xbslera ilak..mnum pn xmk ilak..maybe i need "Dutch Lady Full Cream & Crunchie"..bkn pa,mashmallow dh da..so i need both ya ik.. >.<" hue

Perfect or not??

what did you know about it? is it about your physical or what?

Let me tell you the simple once. As we knows, everybody using this word to show something better. 

But if you wanna show it to somebody, it is a better word but not for someone that got bad attitudes.

Setiap Kata-kata dijadikan ayat ,

Setiap Langkah bermulanya dengan bismillah ,

 Setiap Noktah bermulalah buku baru ,

Kerna itu, Berdoalah Selalu .

Setiap kritikan untuk perubahan kita ,

Setiap Ejekan hanyalah permainan semata-mata ,

Setiap Kesalahan sememangnya ada di dunia nyata ,

Janganlah kita asyik Mengata .

Cerminkan diri sebelum menilai dan mengata ,

Cerminkan hati sebelum jatuh cinta ,

Cerminkan perasaan sebelum putus cinta ,

Bersihkan jiwa kerna ALLAH s.w.t .

Menyesuaikan diri dengan anggota badan ,

Menyesuaikan akidah dengan segala ibadah ,

Menyesuaikan kata-kata dengan baiknya ,

Kerna itulah wujudnya ayat didunia nyata "Nobody Perfect" .

Aku insan biasa yang diturunkan ke bumi untuk mengenali dunia,

Aku berjiwa sahaja kerna jiwaku tidak sempurna,

Aku mempunyai perasaan yang tahu erti sakitnya,

Tetapi didunia, aku harus melakukan yang terbaik untuk ditempatkan disyurgaNYA .